Graduation rushed by in a whoosh, I can't help but feel an emptiness post-accomplishment brings. The time that I'm sitting at home or volunteering, I'm forlorn that the 'next big thing' hasn't happened yet. I have always been the career girl. I have to enjoy my work to take it up. My manic energy is being used up in searching like a crazy stalker on job sites or shouting in class. Either way, for all its worth, its only sapping my energy.
I'm in a weird mid-phase where I'm waiting. Perhaps I'm too impatient, like my friend , I should wait, because I'm meant to be doing better things than this?
Ok, I can't be zen about this anymore. It's been 2 whole months, I'm mildly annoyed now. And a little panicky. I need Valium. Or you guys could say something to yank me out of this?
I'm in a weird mid-phase where I'm waiting. Perhaps I'm too impatient, like my friend , I should wait, because I'm meant to be doing better things than this?
Ok, I can't be zen about this anymore. It's been 2 whole months, I'm mildly annoyed now. And a little panicky. I need Valium. Or you guys could say something to yank me out of this?
2 Comments!:
Definitely something is waiting out there, no doubt. Sometimes it takes its own time. Its meh, I know :)
Something "Big" shouldn't keep happening continuously in your life!There should be the normal phases too. That's when you will enjoy the big things when they happen.
It will happen. Don't worry. :)
And the job, you will get that too! But remember, it need not be "Big". You can take up a mediocre sounding job and then MAKE it big. :)
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